reblog: Where would we go? an iChat conversation
Originally posted April 30, 2009:
ME: in spite of the failures and pain… we’ve been through some real life and here I am at this table and I look over and maria an ben are there
and all day long he’s been wathcing josiah videos on the ipod and asking questions about God and heaven
and life
and I’m like.. you’re five
FRIEND: HES YOUR SON
ME: and I’m just so thankful that we’re here
and not divorced or dead
or whatever…
FRIEND: your an atchison
ME: that in spite of it all… he’s a good God
he’s a good God
FRIEND: atchisons survive hell
you told us that
ME: and he loves us… me… so much
FRIEND: yeah he does
dude, he loves ME .. like .. . i have so much malice
and so much hate
and i dont want to
im just being real
and he still loves me,
shows me compassion
ME: grace
FRIEND: for sure
ME: what a word
